TODAY

today, i woke up with a very good vibe. reached for my i-pod to listen to early morning worship songs. it made me feel really good. today i realized how precious life is, that im living in this world because of a purpose. who knows what that purpose is? even i… the owner of this heart and mind doesnt know what i was for.

as i took my first step out of our door, i wondered what this morning will bring me. what willbe the new challenges that i have to face? to whom will i owe my crazy laughs for today? WILL THERE BE SOMETHING NEW?

the refreshing breeze of morning air touched my cheeks, it made me feel safe. as i was waiting for a jeepney ride to the mall, my phone rang… i read the text message.. “hon, im buying you a ticket so we can go to manila na..”. hmmm.. i dont know what to feel, i dont know if i should be happy, excited, sad, scared, curious, or its just that im speechless… Ü it was JOSE.. my boyfriend.

…i didnt replied to the text because i still dont know what to say.. errr i dont know what im actually feeling…

ok now here comes the jeepney ride i was waiting for… after a few minutes im inside the mall.. (parang si the flash) hehehe. went to the nearest food court so i can eat breakfast..

while eating breakfast i was thinking of what will be the first thing that ill do.. will i go home after breakfast? will i have the chance of meeting some old friends? i realized that my life is boring…
im getting out of the thought…

this is how i live my life.. i know how to party.. i know how to have fun.. i know how to make new friends.. i know howto enjoy life.. but for this very moment, i feel like i was so tired of everything.. i was thinking about the word purpose… i want to know what my purpose in life is.what is gods reason for bringing ME into this world. life is precious, life should be treasured. but i really dont get the point. my point. …

will i wake up tomorrow morning?? with this very same thought?? with this very same scenes??
will there be something new??

ITS THIS SIMPLE… (*school*)

waking up and looking forward to a new sweet happy day. waking up, going to the shower for a bath, getting ready for school is just one of the everyday do’s of a student like me. what do you expect when your in school already? is there a chance you might spot your crush? that you might have the chance to actually talk to him/her?? or just do the same things you do everyday… hang out with friends, talk about the teacher who you define as your worst nightmare?? when the day ends… then what?? another morning??? hmm.. ever wonder how to changethose boring days into a fab?? …oh and at the same time a thing that might help you enjoy school alot more.

group studies are fun, but then you tend to lose your concentration. but hows about a 1 on 1 Q & A about your lessons? you can make deals out of it… like if you get the wrong answer you have to tell who your crush is…. lol. try new things.. and dont stick to that boring teacher-nightmare0gossip that you guys always talk about.. and its about time to give that school tambayan a new twist.. a place where you can both learn and laugh..