Tamang oras at pagkakataon, minsan sisnisisi pa natin ang sarili natin kung bakit ngayon mo lang nalaman na mahal mo siya. Kung alam mo lang. Ngayon mo lang nalaman kasi ito yung tinatawag na “RIGHT TIME”.

Some think of love as a past time, fling at trip lang. Yung MAHAL niya ngayon, bukas hindi na, BOYFRIEND niya ngayon, pero tanggap niya na isang araw tatawagin din niya iyong “EX”. Matagal nga, Inaabot pa ng taon. Pero ilang TAON??? 1? 2? 3? Tapos kung nagsasawaan na sa mukha, nag-aawayan na at may iba naman na nagtatagal lang ng taon dahil nanghihinayang sa pagsasamahan??? Bata pa masyado ang ganon magmahal…

May iba naman na masyadong seryoso at masyadong sensitibo pagdating sa bagay na yan. Yung tipo ng tao na HANDANG I-RISK ang LAHAT. MAGBIGAY. MAGPARAYA. Para lang doon sa taong mahal nya.

Meron pang iba diyan na pinipigilan ang nararamdaman niya. kasi high school palang, kasi teenager palang. Gusto niya kasi maging sila ng taong yun sa panahong seryosohan na. Na sigurado na siya na siya na yung taong yun nga ang gusto niya makasama pang habang buhay. Kumbaga “RIGHT TIME”.

There is a quotation saying: “I don’t care how many lips you’ve kissed, I don’t care how many women you’ve embraced, i don’t care how many ladies hear you say you love them, all i care is the future..not to be your first but to be your last”.

Masarap magmahal sa isang taong mahal ka rin. Yung feeling mo, soulmate kayo. Kaya kung para sayo talaga yun, ilang taon man kayo hindi magkita, ilang tao man ang mahalin niya, gaano man sya kalayo o marami mang hadalang. Magkikita rin kayo kung talagang para kayo sa isa’t-isa. Hindi hinahanap yan. Kusang dumadating sa “RIGHT TIME”.

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Yesterday, I admit, I was being too emotional, I want to say sorry to someone who is special to me. “I’m sorry if i doubted you, I’m sorry if i hurt your feelings too…”. I’ve been too jealous, self-centered, and too conclusive again. I wanna change that. Because of that I almost ended something that made me happy for almost 6 months now. But then I am so Thankful, that my special someone never gave up, and made me realize that what we had is something that we shouldn’t end just because of a silly misunderstanding, that the relationship we had was one of the most wonderful thing that happened to the both of us. I’m so glad i had someone like HIM.♥

Doing what I can. EFFORT. This is what i need right now. Sometimes I wish That my life were just like the movies. That I’m the good girl, and the bad things that are happening to me are because of the bad guys that wants to ruin everything for a reason that I still don’t know what. That the movie of my life would end with joy and happiness, and like fairy tales…that someday I will be with my prince Charming too.
I guess i found mine. and the only thing left to do is to finally be with him.
I LOVE YOU!!!!

yeah. instead of ILY as = I LOVE YOU!
let me tell you this, the ILY that used to mean as I LOVE YOU.
is now. ILY = I LOATHE YOU!

Nothing was wrong… i woke up early called my guy up and talked to him said i love him. after a few talks and a great uuuhhhhmmm… well we decided to have breakfast.
i fixed myself got ready to go out. i had this weird feeling again, the feeling thats somethings missing. something that would really make my life complete. as i went out of the door i really don’t know where i was headed for that day. I just want to go out and have a good time to relieve myself from boredom and stress. I rode a jeep going to the mall. i didn’t exactly reached the mall. i went to the nearest grocery store and bought a cold Iced tea.

STRESSED OUT. i really don’t know if thats the right word to describe what i am feeling right now. I don’t want to talk to anybody. I just want to be alone and be quiet. There were a lot of things going on I guess. Or maybe this is just too much stress. I have a lot of problems. I have a lot of thinks to think off.

I wanna eat.
I wanna sleep.
I wanna write.
I wanna shout.
I wanna CRY.

Am I Crazy? oh my… I don’t even know the answer. =(

got nothing to do eh…
kaya eto….POST MUNA.

“The best part of life is happiness whereas the best part of happiness is love.”

“Where so ever you go, go with all your heart.”

“Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It’s not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.”

“Don’t just love him, but show him.”

“Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.”

“You can’t make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth.”

“It takes you so long to realize who you need, and it’s not always the person you want to need.”

“Sometimes the people who you thought you knew…start becoming the strangers you never wanted.”

“Stand up for your principles even if you stand alone.”

“She’s got him falling head over heals for her and I can’t even get him to stumble…” – MARRISA M.

“A word to the wise ain’t necessary, it’s the stupid ones who need the advice.”

“You are my love, you are my life.”

“We are who we are, how we got here doesn’t matter. What matters is- what do we do know?”
from the movie “Deep End of The Ocean”

“Every passing minute is another minute to change everything around.”
from the movie, “Vanilla Sky”

“I don’t wanna need you, ‘coz I can’t have you.”
From the movie “Bridges of Madison County”

“The hardest thing is loving someone and having the courage to let them love you back.”
from the movie, “Wedding Date”

“You will never know love unless you surrender to it.”
from the movie “Fools Rush In”

Love is actually unexplainable… and I do agree that Love really moves in mysterious ways. Different stories about love, different twists and different views. It has it’s ups and downs, High and Low, but it can be survived if the both of you will never think of giving up. The secret of a long lasting relationship is o believe in your feelings. believe in what your heart tells you, and believe to the person who you really love. Doubts are always there but don’t let it hinder the happiness that you wanted. It may sound hard o do, but if you try, you will know ho it feels to live without the fear.

My story hasn’t ended yet, and i hope it wont end…because the happiness it brings me is more than enough. more than i could ask for.the joy it brings is immeasurable.

Just listen to you heart.

I took a picture personality test that i found in facebook.com, it was really nice. all you have to do is click the pictures that shows your interest and voila! it shows what kind of person are you.
i was really satisfied with the answers that i got, since it really does give an exact description of what kind of person i am. hmmm. hope you guys can try and take the test. :p

Temperament
Idealist
You are the quintessential dreamer – spending more time thinking about the possibilities that the world holds for you, rather than your reality. You don’t settle for anything less than what you truly desire and you work very hard. You tend to live in every place except the present – you are prone to daydreaming about the future and re-thinking the choices you made in the past. Sometimes you get overly caught up in your thoughts.

Interests
Thrill Seeker
You are interested in anything that is exciting and pleasurable. You’re not afraid to indulge yourself – you live by your own set of rules and don’t allow yourself to get hung on what others think. For the most part, you are independent and do whatever you please to do. Trying to stop you from doing something only makes you want it even more. At the end of the day – you live for life’s most thrilling moments.

Amusement
Adventurous
It’s a good thing that you are filled with energy and ambitions (that others sometimes find exhausting) because you’re continually looking for a new adventure and exciting experience. You struggle with a continual feeling of restlessness which constantly pushes you to the next level of excitement. Once you have accomplished one thing, you are eager to accomplish something more exciting, riskier and distinguishable.

Passion
Physical
You are a cuddle bug – from a warm hug shared with your best friend to steamy sex with your partner, you enjoy every bit of human contact that you can get. You demonstrate your love for others most fluidly through physical one-on-one contact and you feel the most loved when you are being touched. You feel disconnected when you are physically isolated from others. You’re a people person and a lover of all things human

NOT AGAIN. Tuesday night. went home by 10PM. was so drunk. i was with my friends that time. they invited me to join. whats the occasion? none. it was just plain fun. my mom started wreaking when i got home. well thats not new for me.

COLT 45. damn it was the very first time i tried drinking this kind of beer. it tastes good. but nothing beats the old redhorse beer and sanmig light.

i dont want to drink beer again. (oh i wish i can do that.) my beer belly is getting bigger. oh flabs!!! grrr. crash diet is the only answer. lol. its hard. gonna miss eating ice cream! lol.

im tired. im bored. classes already started but im still not enjoying my last semester. ooohhhhh!!!! damn!!!!! i gotta study hard. grrr. im gonna miss those bitches gh so hard righjt infront of me. ooohh i smell plasticity sailing with the wind. “that always make my day in school. they are so bitchy that i wanna kick them in the ass and make them beg for mercy. lol. i hate it when they laugh so hard.. plasticity sailing with the wind. “think of laura, fuck she dies…” I hate laura and her gang. good thing i still can control my temper. pppfffttt. >.< WHAT A DAY.