Jay here helped me when i felt like i was totally lost in the beautiful city of davao. well thanks a lot dude.

I have a lot of nice things to say about him. and a number of bad things too. ahahahahaha! just kidding. I know like me… he is just fond of fooling around, and loves to speak out a few sarcastic comments. :p PEACE DUDE! see you soon! ♥

Everything started with a joke. And all the rest was like… history. “hey, don’t expect me to believe you, coz whatever you do, I won’t! and everything was just a game. So don’t expect anything from me.” Agatha, almost turning red with anger told Dave the truth that she was just playing from the very beginning. Dave, confused and still can’t believe what he is hearing, slowly walked away facing the ground.

Thats the only thing that occupied Dave’s mind. He can’t believe what he heard that night. He tried to sleep, but he misses Agatha’s sweet smile, her crazy laugh and the way she shows him that she cares. It’s really hard for him to believe that it was all just a silly joke and that he is a victim of a game. He admits that he fooled around before Agatha came into his life. But whatever explanation he tries to tell her, she really keeps her ears closed.

Can’t eat. Can’t sleep. Agatha on the other hand can’t believe that she told Dave that she was just playing. She wants to save herself thats why she said those harsh words. She doesn’t want to get broken again. She might not be able to stand up again. She love’s Dave so much that she is scared that one day she would lose the guy forever. That’s why she decided to end it as early as she can so it will be much more easier for her to move on. Well thats what she taught, but now she knows that she’s wrong. “we just can’t be… we argue all the time, we have issues almost everyday… and there are just things that I guess I can’t get through with anymore… I’m so sorry for myself, I’m hopeless…” she continued crying until she fell asleep.

6:30AM Kring… Kring… Kring… Dave’s phone rang. “hello…” a sad voice murmured. “Dave? good morning! can we talk? if it’s ok… I want to tell you something. I mean I want you to know the truth.” Agatha was on the other line. “Talk? stop fooling me. You played with me right? is hurting me and driving me insane not enough for you? Sh*t! Is this karma?” Dave answered with a high voice. “You know everything from the very beginning. You know I’m Scared. You know why I’m like this… Yes I’ve had enough, yes it was so cruel of me to tell such things to you the other night. I don’t mean those things. I mean I’m just too afraid to lose you one day … the day where I know I’ll love you more than myself.” she explained. “Why don’t you believe me that all of this is true? that I do really love you. That your all I ever wanted?” he asked.

“You know it’s all because of my past, I know your different. I’m sorry, I can’t even understand myself.” … “What can I do about it? I love you. That’s all that matters to me…and I’m happy that you finally realized that you love me. Lets meet up after lunch, at pops. I love you! see you there. ” Dave ended the conversation. “I love you… and thanks.” She Replied.

To be continued……………

Some think of love as a past time, fling at trip lang. Yung MAHAL niya ngayon, bukas hindi na, BOYFRIEND niya ngayon, pero tanggap niya na isang araw tatawagin din niya iyong “EX”. Matagal nga, Inaabot pa ng taon. Pero ilang TAON??? 1? 2? 3? Tapos kung nagsasawaan na sa mukha, nag-aawayan na at may iba naman na nagtatagal lang ng taon dahil nanghihinayang sa pagsasamahan??? Bata pa masyado ang ganon magmahal…

May iba naman na masyadong seryoso at masyadong sensitibo pagdating sa bagay na yan. Yung tipo ng tao na HANDANG I-RISK ang LAHAT. MAGBIGAY. MAGPARAYA. Para lang doon sa taong mahal nya.

Meron pang iba diyan na pinipigilan ang nararamdaman niya. kasi high school palang, kasi teenager palang. Gusto niya kasi maging sila ng taong yun sa panahong seryosohan na. Na sigurado na siya na siya na yung taong yun nga ang gusto niya makasama pang habang buhay. Kumbaga “RIGHT TIME”.

There is a quotation saying: “I don’t care how many lips you’ve kissed, I don’t care how many women you’ve embraced, i don’t care how many ladies hear you say you love them, all i care is the future..not to be your first but to be your last”.

Masarap magmahal sa isang taong mahal ka rin. Yung feeling mo, soulmate kayo. Kaya kung para sayo talaga yun, ilang taon man kayo hindi magkita, ilang tao man ang mahalin niya, gaano man sya kalayo o marami mang hadalang. Magkikita rin kayo kung talagang para kayo sa isa’t-isa. Hindi hinahanap yan. Kusang dumadating sa “RIGHT TIME”.

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Doing what I can. EFFORT. This is what i need right now. Sometimes I wish That my life were just like the movies. That I’m the good girl, and the bad things that are happening to me are because of the bad guys that wants to ruin everything for a reason that I still don’t know what. That the movie of my life would end with joy and happiness, and like fairy tales…that someday I will be with my prince Charming too.
I guess i found mine. and the only thing left to do is to finally be with him.
I LOVE YOU!!!!

STRESSED OUT. i really don’t know if thats the right word to describe what i am feeling right now. I don’t want to talk to anybody. I just want to be alone and be quiet. There were a lot of things going on I guess. Or maybe this is just too much stress. I have a lot of problems. I have a lot of thinks to think off.

I wanna eat.
I wanna sleep.
I wanna write.
I wanna shout.
I wanna CRY.

Am I Crazy? oh my… I don’t even know the answer. =(

“The best part of life is happiness whereas the best part of happiness is love.”

“Where so ever you go, go with all your heart.”

“Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It’s not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.”

“Don’t just love him, but show him.”

“Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.”

“You can’t make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth.”

“It takes you so long to realize who you need, and it’s not always the person you want to need.”

“Sometimes the people who you thought you knew…start becoming the strangers you never wanted.”

“Stand up for your principles even if you stand alone.”

“She’s got him falling head over heals for her and I can’t even get him to stumble…” – MARRISA M.

“A word to the wise ain’t necessary, it’s the stupid ones who need the advice.”

“You are my love, you are my life.”

“We are who we are, how we got here doesn’t matter. What matters is- what do we do know?”
from the movie “Deep End of The Ocean”

“Every passing minute is another minute to change everything around.”
from the movie, “Vanilla Sky”

“I don’t wanna need you, ‘coz I can’t have you.”
From the movie “Bridges of Madison County”

“The hardest thing is loving someone and having the courage to let them love you back.”
from the movie, “Wedding Date”

“You will never know love unless you surrender to it.”
from the movie “Fools Rush In”

My story hasn’t ended yet, and i hope it wont end…because the happiness it brings me is more than enough. more than i could ask for.the joy it brings is immeasurable.

Just listen to you heart.

i hate you! because i hate loving you! i hate this feeling. *sigh* why do i have to miss you so much? its really unexplainable. it’s like your sitting on top of a cloud but you have to be cautious because you might fall anytime. My mind wants to control my heart, but my heart wants to rule! My mind says NO, but my heart says yes. Sometimes it feels much more better to be frigid than to be in-love. FOCUS! FOCUS! FOCUS!
how can i focus?

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